April 25, 2006


It's so damned quiet today. Sometimes, I really enjoy the silence. It's calming. It regenerates me. And sometimes it screams at me. Making me tense and angry.

Today it frightens me.

Maybe I'm just jumpy from last night. I got a very late night phone call. Late as in it either better be my bestest friend or someone died. It was a friend, and it was nice to catch up - but still.......the foundation had been poured.

I woke up skittish. Jumpy as it were. I can't seem to sit still. Can't seem to maintain a thought process to compeletion. I keep waiting for the shoe to drop.

Maybe it's the chill in the air. Maybe it's the gray from all the rain. I don't know at this point. I just need for the silence to go away.

And it's not like I don't have things running. I have the XM radio goin' in the living room. I've talked on the phone a couple of times this morning. But the silence drowns all that out.

The sounds of silence. Sometimes that's just not a good thing. Not a good thing at all.

Posted by Tammi at April 25, 2006 12:07 PM

Just for the record, chocolate helps...

Posted by: Richmond at April 25, 2006 12:28 PM