Tammi's World

The Light Goes On

9 days and counting.

9 days until I have to stand up at that wedding and sing.

Know the words - check
Know the melody - check
Have dress - check
fit in dress - afriad to check
confidence -

Yeah, still gotta work on that one. I didn't really start to get nervous until the Bride called on Tuesday to remind me it was 11 days away.

Sum Bitch. 11 days. Eleven days. 264 hours (more or less) And that was 2 days ago!!!

Holy Cow.

OK - no more politics (thank GOODNESS). Not gonna worry about work. Focus. Focus. Focus.

Then I realized that barely 2 weeks later I go up north for the family reunion and to pick up Mama.

Excited? Yeah.
Panicked? Yeah.

I GOTTA CLEAN MY HOUSE!!!

Holy crap, what the hell have I been doing this past month or so? I need to clean, organize, rearrange, damn..............Mama Vi's Comin' and I'm not ready.

They used to tease me. The first time she came down here after I moved, I had a daily count.....30 days to Mama Vi.....16 days to Mama Vi.

We're lookin at 19 days to Mama Vi!! Holy Crap, Lion Tours.

I have really let things go lately. The house, my job, my friends, well that's all GOT to stop now. No choice.

I've always been good in a pinch. The more pressure to produce the better I do. Mama calls it procastinating. I call it being Tammi.

So..........gotta get 'er done. Damn, I will have my house in order, I will get my car ready for the drive (1,113 miles) and have my new lines rolled out.

This is not rocket science. This is not difficult. I just gotta get off my hindend and get busy.

Now......is that wimpy coffee done yet? Hell, I've got a whole 19 days...................

Posted by Tammi at November 4, 2004 07:43 AM