Tammi's World

Patience is a Virtue. Right?

Today the real nail biting begins. Today is Wednesday.

During my phone interview with that really great company last week, they said I will hear back from them between Wednesday and Friday of this week. Either way.

I'll tell you flat out the last 8 days have been nerve wracking. Even though I knew I wouldn't hear anything I was worried that the phone wasn't working. I kept checking it. I lived on my emails. (An email would be a bad thing - rejection usually comes in the written word.) I can only imagine how damned jumpy I'll be for the next three days.

And I don't care which position I make it to the next round for. The job in Chicago would ROCK. Home every night - calling on 2 major stores. Working with brokers. Good money. The job in Tampa is awesome. GREAT money. Florida, Dallas, Atlanta. Only 8 stores to focus on. I don't care. I DON'T CARE. This company offers beni's that I've been needing. This company offers stability. This company offers opportunities to grow.

So I'm a bit antsy. To put it mildly. Hell - I'm getting on my OWN last nerve. I'm not focusin' so well. I go to do something around the house and just lose track of what I'm doing. I'll be having a conversation and have no idea what is being discussed.

I'm gonna need for that phone to ring. NOW. I need some sort of action. Everything is up in the air, and I'm just not so good in those situations. I'm a plannin' sorta girl, and I can't even formulate the basis of a bad plan when I have no idea about anything.

So I'm going to try and distract myself. Gonna run errands this morning and head back to Fritz' for another movie this afternoon. That should get me through today. Tomorrow? Hell, who knows. I'll deal with that if they don't call today.

Posted by Tammi at March 22, 2006 07:15 AM