Well shit.
I just cancelled my get-away weekend with Army Wife. I was sooooo looking forward to that - and to be honest was willing to do what ever I had to to make it happen.
But I can't. I just can't. It's the wrong thing to do right now. I've got to get some money coming in. Not be spending what little I do have.
Damn - I hate being a grown-up sometimes. And it's funny, because we've been talking about it every day, but I just couldn't say the words. I kept stalling - I gotta go to the bank, I just need to see what happens tomorrow. But let's be serious. I've got utility bills, food, rent, gas. No, there is just no way right now that I could go and have as good a time as we want to.
So - I'll pout for a while today. But not for long. Cause we're still gonna do this. And when we do, it will be twice as good 'cause we'll be celebrating!! In my heart I knew I couldn't/shouldn't go. I just didn't want to say the words. That makes it real.
Posted by Tammi at March 9, 2006 08:42 AMI'm sorry you had to cancel, but now you have something to really look forward to when you get your new job.
Posted by: Moogie at March 9, 2006 11:48 AMHey Woman,
There are 52 weekends a year, and if we pick a different weekend, that is all there is to it. We will be celebrating next time too. So buckle yourself in, and get ready for the twists and turns. Life is funny that way.
Oh and I will see you soon. I promise
Posted by: armywifetoddlermom at March 9, 2006 11:49 AMWow. Sorry to hear you aren't going but I'm with AWTM, you'll get another chance... BTW, can you take me with you? GRIN
Posted by: vw bug at March 9, 2006 07:41 PM