Tammi's World

Huh???

A little help here, please!

Could y'all start posting a little earlier in the day for me? I mean, come-on - I'm looking for a little inspiration!!

Yesterday was a long, long day. I didn't think I'd ever see the clock hit 4:00. And that was just my goal to know I was almost THROUGH the day. 5:00 was an eternity.

Oh, I had no reason to rush home. I wasn't in the mood to cook (there's a surprise), was NOT going out to dinner by myself - are you NUTS?!? ON VD?? Sheesh. Had nothin' going on. I just wanted to be in my Little Blue Cracker House. Period.

So I get home, check the blogs and curled up with a book. Oh - and I've finally figured out why I've been waking up in the middle of the night feeling a bit "uneasy". Yeah - let's see if you can see the pattern. I'm reading ALL of Patricia Cromwell's Kay Scarpetta's series (Reading Blow Fly right now) - murder, death, stalking. On the TV is usually a rerun of CSI. Or some other show like it (there are, after all, so many now).

And in case you haven't noticed, most of the victims are WOMEN in these things. Oh, yeah - perfect relaxing reading for a woman alone who is obsessive with "feeling safe". Oh well, don't see that changing anytime soon.

But wait - I yet again digress. Yesterday, we were talkin' about yesterday.

Long damn day. Long damn frustrating day. AND it was only Tuesday. Holy Shit. Is this the longest week of the year or something? Did I miss that fact somewhere?

So I decided to work in my office last night. Just try and get things set up a bit more. I really want to hook up my printer. I miss it. I've been searching and searching for the printer chords. I just had a flash - I think I left the damn things connected to the old PC that I threw out in Florida. THERE'S evidence of brilliance on my part! Geesh. Then I decided to hook up my wireless router. Except I'm scared I'll screw something up. I've got this VONAGE broadband phone and I really don't need to be cutting myself off from the world like that. So I decided to wait until I was feeling a bit more patient before attempting something so complicated.

Finally, finally it was time to sleep. I checked to make sure the coffee pot was set, turned off lights, checked the locks and hunkered down. Next thing I know it's time for today. DAMN. Doesn't it just figure - time flies when you're actually enjoying yourself.

But today - today is finally Wednesday. I'm hoping to be in the mood to cook. I'm hoping to find a little laughter in my day. I'm hoping to NOT lose my temper at work. I'm hoping to get home tonite and actually have something to say.

The purpose of this post? Just my long winded way of sayin' - Nothin'. I got nothin'.

Posted by Tammi at February 15, 2006 07:15 AM