Tammi's World

Good Bye My Friend

I was talking this evening about how I must really be a cold hearted bitch deep down inside. When I've been hurt, and worked through the pain - finally I can walk away. When I walk away - I'm done. Finished. There is no going back.

Well - the I do believe the time has come where I will need that strength, the focus again. It's time to say good bye to a dear, old friend.

She's been a part of my life for over 10 years now. We've spent many a cold night (yes, it does get cold in Florida - especially when I have the air turned down to 65) hunkered down with movies and a nice hot toddy. We've spent hours reading together. She's been my comfort when I'm lonely. She's been a constant that I've always known was there.

Tonite, when I came home, I realized her flaws are just too far gone. I can't ignore them anymore. It's time to throw away my flannel nightie.

I'll miss you my friend.

Posted by Tammi at October 8, 2005 10:31 PM